1.22.2010

once upon a time i felt like a psycho.

have you ever laid in bed at night
thinking about that tear
that is slowly escaping the corner of your eye
you focus on it
as it slowly makes its way across the bone of your nose
then it gains speed
as it glides over the peak
and rushes toward your cheek
than it slows down again
it makes its way across your face
and then dips down into your ear
filling all the twisty-curvy parts?


fascinating,
don't you think?


that's what i did last night.
traced the tracks of my tears.





i don't mean to be a debbie downer as of late.
i just don't know how to do this.
this--meaning life.
i'm having an emotional break down every week!

gosh! somebody slap me.
i feel like a psycho.


k,
here's my attitude change.

today is friday.



and everything
WILL BE OKAY.

one week at a time.
one week at a time.





have a great weekend!

14 comments:

esther lee said...

One DAY at a time.

xoxoKrysten said...

Kind of feeling the same way right now. I have not been this emotional since high school! Not a great feeling!

Here's to trying to be more positive!

Kelly's Adventures said...

we all get that way sometimes, Surround yourself with things that inspire you and it will get better!

Michelle said...

I've done that before... when you feel all blue it's definitely fascinating o feel hte tears slide around your face.

Sorry you are not feeling so great, I hope it gets better/ easier! Just think about when it is all over and you get to marry Lincoln!

Robby Spratt said...

Don't worry, things have a way of working out, sometimes in unexpected ways.

Whitney said...

I'm having an emotional break down every week too. I don't know why. Maybe you and I should go somewhere sunny. K?

britt and jacob said...

sad my friend! what is it that is making you so sad? being away from the lover? or all the school? is there anything you can cut out? im sorry! you arent a psycho. i decided lately that that is just life. life is really hard sometimes and it is supposed to be. so we are normal for getting down or feeling sad or frustrated. its how its supposed to be. but totally validated. you have so much on your plate right now. so much, and you dont have your little love by your side. thats not easy. im here for you sister!

britt and jacob said...

oh and ps,
as if i didnt already leave the longest comment ever...

do you need any help with your wedding? im obesssed with weddings. and i have tons of good ideas and planning tips. and connections.not to brag or anything. :)
loves!

Kera said...

the time before the weeding is the greatest and worst time ever. period. it will pass. deep breaths. xo.

siovhan said...

my poor jalene.
i love you, lady.
sorry about the stress. life is rough.

ScottieWBourn said...

happy new year............................................................

Lindsay Kay said...

(alto part) Count your blessings. Name them one by o-o-one...count your many blessings see what God has done, HEY! Love you, Jalene! You have many things to be grateful for, sometimes we just need a reminder. It's the weekend! Be happy! :)

Shelby Lou said...

Basically, I love it when you post. I'm sorry you a had an emotional time. but, I think you rock. If that makes it any better. I just love your blog.. with every little bit of my heart!

The Boob Nazi said...

I go one day at a time. One week just seems too much!