my husband.

this week is spring break, which has translated into get-a-lot-of-wedding-stuff-done-week.
it has been nice not to use one single ounce of my brain power thinking about school.
i am much happier this week, but that might also because i get to see lincoln every day.

man, that guy.


late last night, i stared at my wedding dress which hangs in a bag on my closet door at my parents house.
and i decided to put it on.

i've never loved any other dress more in my life.  {that will make my mom happy.}


but do you know want to know something?

every night as i lay my head on my pillow, even though i have like 50 million things to think about, like wedding decorations, flowers, vases, bridesmaids dresses, songs, shoes, hair pieces, engagement outfits, hair, makeup, invitations, etc., etc., etc.

i can't help thinking about one thing.
every night.

and that is how excited i am to be married.
M-A-R-R-I-E-D. married.

amidst the chaos of details and planning and stressing, i seem to only be able to think about that point in the day on june 5 when lincoln and i will finally be husband and wife.  the mr. and the mrs.  straight up hard-core married!



thinking about that moment makes me tear up. 
thinking about that moment makes me indescribably happy.

that's what i'm most excited for.  that moment.
when i stare at his face and he is no longer my fiance,
but my husband and my eternal companion. 




i am willing to bet
that will be the

happiest 

moment 

of 

my 

life.