yesterday and today turned into a double dose of bad days.
i think the biggest contributor to my mood was this huge horrendous paper that consumed all of my brain power.
now it's over and turned in.
but some how this paper made me lose all filtering systems
and i kind of took out my frustrations on the computer lab worker this morning.
and now i feel really bad.
what i was thinking wasn't supposed to come out of my mouth, but it did.
and she didn't need to hear it.
i have this terrible flaw when i get stressed.
every little thing sets me off.
it started with the internet not working in my apartment,
so i had to drive up to the library on campus,
then the boy who sat across the table from me tapped his foot for two hours straight,
then my printer decided to quit working,
then i had to pay for prints on campus,
which didn't print correctly,
but i still had to pay for them,
and this was the result of the words coming out of my mouth before i had a chance to filter.
now i feel like a big fat jerk.
gosh, i really need to work on the whole stress thing.
i went back and apologized. luckily she was still there.
i feel better now.